dear fwendzz

salam..
weyhh...ang jgn la cedih2 lg k...aku pown dah sedih sama...anggap jew niey suma dugaan n ujian utk ang..aku tow..ALLAH bagi ujian niey kat ang coz DIA tow tahap penerimaan ang..DIA tau ang kuat n tabah..ang dapat cam2 ujian dari DIA...tp aku tngok,,Alhamdulillah..ang can accept it..kalo aku,,4 sure xsnggup nk face bnda niey suma...time aku tnya ang ritue,,aku pown dah rasa bsalah..but,,as a fwedzz aku nk ang tow,,aku still adew k..kalo ang prlukan bntuan aku,,InsyaAllah kalo aku bley tolong aku tolong...i wiil try my best..time ang cakap ang down sngat,,aku xtow nk bagi nasihat pa lagi..aku pown agak down gak time tue..cam xcaye pown adew..but aku cuba kawal prasaan down aku tue coz aku xmow ang jady lbey down..smpai satu tahap aku dah xtow nk pulihkan smangat ang cam na sdangkan aku pown sesngat la kurang motivation time tue..so,,bla aku c jew roomate on9..aku truih ask dya...but dya suwoh aku nasihatkan ang baek2..but aku tow,,time tue aku xbley nk advise ang,,aku xbley bagi best motivasion kan ang coz aku pown sama jew ngn ang..time ayah ang mninggal dlu pown aku tow ang cedih gilew..yela..sampai tduduk kowt ang time dapat tau berita tue..aku pown sedih time tue but aku xmow nanges depan ang...after ang balek,,aku dah xbley kawal ayaq mata aku..depan roomate2 aku,,aku nanges..depa paham prasaan aku kat ang..depa tow suma nyer..so,,aku xmalu la sngat..but bla aku nk face ang after kjadian tue,,aku dah rasa serba salah..ang dah b'ubah 100%..ang dah xsama cam dlu..no laugh lagi if aku wat lawak..ang kering jew..smpai satu tahap aku dah xbley nk tngok muka ang..yela..aku tnya bpatah-patah,,ang just jawab sepatah..sedih kowt..but alhamdulillah..after kjadian tue ang ngn aku dah ok..but still xbapew g..aku dah bley accept ang dah time tu..so skang..aku nk ang jadi tabah cam time ayah ang meninggal dlu..ang kna kuat...ang kan anak sulung..ang kan hero yg kuat...ang kan harapan mak n adek2 ang skang..kalo ang down n sedih cam niey,,depa lagi2 la..skang niey,,jgn pk2 g k pasal tue suma..just enjoy ur life...i will stay wit u everysecond..t ang blanja aku mcd na..bley x??ang kan hendsom..prasan la tue kan3...heheheh..chill k...dunt be sad lagy na...